Artham’s vision was swallowed up by the hefty tome’s thick spine as - being completely off-guard - he caught the thrown book fully on the bridge of his nose.
The dark of night was suddenly lit by brutal starbursts; his vision narrowed to a darkened tunnel and the scent of copper and iron filled his nostrils. The pain seemed the last to arrive, as if his nerves, too, had been caught unawares. He tumbled over backward deeper into the cart, several pillars of precariously-stacked books toppling onto his prone form, bouncing off his chest and arms and hands, which were clasped tightly to his pained face and nose. An agonized, muffled, moaning-wail escaped from between his gloved fingers, as well as a few flecks of blood.
“What the fuck is that?” Came Elizabeth’s voice. Still lying on his back, squirming beneath a thick layer of books, Artham - muffled and nasally - spat back “Probably my blood, you vicious harpy!” He took a sharp breath inward in order to moan and continue berating the woman when she clarified her question: “Is… Is that book flying?”
Artham was instantly on his feet, trampling several tomes with the heels of his boots, frantically shaking off the dizziness and trying to get his eyes to focus on Elizabeth’s rapidly retreating form. He stumbled forward, sliding unsteadily on the book-laden floor of the cart. This unsteady footing and his own disorientation caused him to tumble over the side of the cart rather than dismount it with any sort of grace. He hit the ground with a windy thud, groaning in pain and from a sudden lack of breath. His eyes remained locked on Elizabeth as he desperately clambered to his feet once more and, with an agonized gait, rushed - to the best of his ability - toward her. He was only a dozen or so paces behind, but the wagons and tents created a confusing series of labyrinthine twists and turns, and he lost sight of her several times during his pursuit, albeit only for split seconds at a time. Elizabeth rounded a corner only for Artham to follow a mere heartbeat later, all but sprinting in an attempt to catch up to the woman and more importantly, the object she was pursuing.
As he rounded the corner, though, he saw that she had come to a stop. Momentum carried him directly into the woman a second time, slamming her into the sturdy but yielding side of a tent, and sending him careening backward from the rebound. He lost his footing and fell yet again, flat on his back, staring up at the night sky, his beard stiffening with drying blood, every joint in his body screaming in purest, hateful agony. In this moment, beaten, bleeding and bookless, he found himself empathizing with children he had seen throwing temper tantrums in markets over the years.
In this moment, briefly though it may be, he simply...
got it.
The thought passed as quickly as it came as he heard Elizabeth’s voice only a few feet away mutter “Huh… Lost it.”
His heart sank further, if that were even possible.
Artham heard soft footsteps approach before being nudged. He lifted his head slowly with a groan to see Elizabeth standing over him, having nudged his booted heel. “Was that what you were looking for?” She asked, her expression unreadable.
He let his head flop back onto the ground - too hard, in fact, eliciting another groan - and gave a shrug, followed by a dejected and elongated “Yep.”
Elizabeth continued. “So… Probably shouldn’t have let it get away, huh?”
“...Yep.”
“Sorry about your nose.”
“Yep.”
“You’re pretty upset right now, I can tell.”
At this, Artham simply began to roll over and attempt to stand. He felt more beaten and bloodied than he had felt in many years. The all-encompassing ache and fatigue reminded him of his time in Luskan, when…
He shook his head, refusing to let his mind wander down those dark paths. As he knelt, his gloved hands still in the grass, trying to summon the strength to rise from his position on all fours, he felt an arm hook round his own. Elizabeth had wordlessly approached his side and lent a helping hand. Even so, rising was a considerable effort for the beleaguered gentleman.
“I’ll help you look for it?” She offered as much as she asked. Artham, however, was clearly in no mood or shape to discuss the matter.
“My tent, if you please.”
Sheepishly, Elizabeth nodded and helped him limp back to his tent to rest.
“Murann, you say?” Muttered Artham, gingerly pulling the bright crimson red blouse on over a fresh undershirt. From the other side of the tent flap, he heard Elizabeth’s voice give confirmation. “And how many days of travel will that be?” He inquired, half-heartedly, placing his hat upon his head. He lifted the tent flap out of the way and stepped out into the bright daylight, the brim of his hat saving his tired eyes from the sting of the sun. He still ached, and his movements were sluggish and strained. Elizabeth replied in a manner more gentle than she had bothered to since he had met her. “A couple of days… Weather holds, should be a quick journey.”
Artham nodded, keeping his head and hat low. He felt hungover despite not having partaken. He started to step backward, back into his tent, but paused. “Your companions in this caravan… They would trust you more than I to make this request. Try to find it hiding amongst their stock. Once we reach town, the opportunities for it to slip away unseen will be too many to count. If we do not locate it before then, I fear it will never be found.” He retreated back into his tent without waiting for a response. Elizabeth was left to stare at the tent flap, wringing her hands anxiously. With a sharp breath, she turned away and steeled her gaze. She strode away with determination in her step.
Inside the tent, Artham’s hat hung once more from a peg on the tent’s frame.
He sat on a small, wooden folding stool and stared into a small mirror atop another small, folding wooden piece of furniture. A vanity which he used to maintain his appearance. And right now, his appearance was haggard. He barely recognized himself. Deep lines were gouged into the flesh of his face and forehead. Age and worry had already done more than their fair share of work. He stared at himself in the mirror, at the man he had become. At his side, propped against the stool upon which he sat, was his satchel. He reached in, pulling out his spellbook. He set the optimistically-large tome upon his lap and let it flop open limply, its pages falling hither and thither before coming to rest. He stared at a blank page only a short way into the tome for several seconds, before giving a derisive snort and tossing the book away dismissively.
All the running, all the danger and all the pain, and for what? A mostly-empty spellbook, and nothing else to show for it. He looked back into the mirror again, tracing the lines on his once-hale face with his eyes.
Men his age were fathers and artisans.
Owned farms or businesses.
Had legacies to leave, even if only for a few generations.
What had he to leave behind?
What mark would he make?
What impact could he hope to have?
He could not even save one person.
He knew he couldn’t, because he had already tried, and failed.
He stared at the unrecognizable man in the mirror, and remembered.
A door on battered hinges. A broken crib. A splash of crimson upon a worn wooden floor.
And a note, addressed to him.
The next morning, Artham had physically recovered from his many recent trials and tribulations. He packed his things, his tent and folding furniture collapsing down into a trunk small enough to sit comfortably at the head of his modest cart. Elizabeth approached, waving to him. “Good morning,” She said, neutrally. There was an awkward stiffness to it which indicated she still felt some guilt for what had transpired. Despite his immense disappointment, he knew she bore no meaningful guilt for those events, and so when he turned to face her, he gave a pained but reassuring smile. “Good morning, Elizabeth. I take it from your tone of voice that you have had no luck locating what was lost?”
In response, Elizabeth once again began to wring her hands anxiously. “N-no, not as such, but even though we’re to resume travel shortly, there is still time to search! I can dig through a wagon or two before we reach the city gates.”
At this, Artham nodded and tried not to show any signs of disappointment.
“A-and just because we arrive in Murann doesn’t mean we’re doomed! Maybe someone there will spot it and sound the alarm and we can get to it first!” She added, sensing his dashed hopes.
“Perhaps you are right. I thank you for continuing to attempt to find the tome,” he said, finishing cinching down the ties securing his traveling trunk to the cart.
Elizabeth took one or two tentative steps closer, and spoke haltingly, clearly unsure of herself and of the correctness of her forthcoming request.
“L-listen, Artham. I… I will help you track it down, no matter how far it’s gotten from you. My… The skills I’ve learned from working with the caravan, and from my time in my parents’ shop will no doubt help! I’ll dedicate myself to helping you recover it, but…”
There came a prolonged pause as she struggled to force the remainder of the words out. At this, Artham finally turned to face her, and, standing silently, simply crossed his arms and waited.
Discomfort won over modesty and anxiety and Elizabeth blurted out her request:
“Please teach me what you can about magic.”
She clapped a hand over her mouth as if it had acted of its own accord, her face going nearly as red as her hair.
Despite being drained by the emotional highs and lows of the past several nights, Artham found himself smiling a wry but genuinely amused smile.
“You wish to become my apprentice and think that undoing your own mistake is sufficient payment for my tutelage?” He asked, keeping his tone as neutral as possible.
Elizabeth balked, the redness in her face draining away rapidly. “N-no! I can certainly, I mean, I hadn’t thought… But of course! I wouldn’t possibly think that would suffice, I m-mean how ludicro–”
Artham held up a gloved hand and grinned wide. “I accept these terms. You ply your skills and time to help me recover what was lost, and I will teach you what I can. I am no master; I am barely what you might consider a journeyman. But my knowledge is yours.” He pointed at his still-slightly-swollen face. “Teasing you was necessary after you nearly gave me a pair of black eyes. I’m amazed I don’t resemble a raccoon right at this very moment.”
He laughed heartily at his own mischief and turned back to readying his cart for departure, while Elizabeth stood, wrestling with a cloying mix of emotions of her own.
“No, no. Like this,” chided Artham, making a quick gesture with his hand and muttering a word which resonated with a quiet echo of power.
“Obidai.”
From his upturned palm shot a small but painfully hot gout of flame. “Flare. Very simple. Not even a proper spell in the usual sense, really. A single gesture, a single word. Using it doesn’t even erode one’s memory of the ‘spell’. We call things like these ‘cantrips’. Generally speaking, you’re not going to be winning any fights with these. But if you’re clever, they can make your life easier. And if you’re very clever, they might be enough to
dissuade someone from fighting.”
Elizabeth listened intently, her eyes flicking back and forth from Artham’s face and his gloved palm as he spoke. There was an intensity there which he found familiar and encouraging. This was no whim pursued by a lackadaisical pupil. Elizabeth craved knowledge and understanding in a way he had never seen in anyone other than himself.
He paused his speaking, then gave Elizabeth a single nod. “Try again.”
Her brow furrowed, Elizabeth snapped off a sharp gesture and spoke.
“Obidai.”
Her voice echoed with faint but unmistakable power, and a gout of flame erupted from her upturned palm, its heat and light perhaps even more intense than the one he himself had conjured.
Artham leapt to his feet upon the cart, hauling Elizabeth up by the shoulders, giving her a firm and excited shake. “Yes! You’ve got it! Bravo!” He gave an excited whoop and launched into another explanation of some other concept. Elizabeth, however, was not listening.
She stared at her palm, at the hand from whence fire had sprung out of nothing, as her pulse pounded through her ears, and smiled.
The city walls loomed high, though not so high as other cities which sparsely dotted the Sword Coast. He had seen many of them. Neverwinter, Waterdeep, Baldur’s Gate and a few besides. Names which were known to all but the most sheltered of peasants, even hundreds of miles inland.
Still, coming upon civilization after an extended period of time in the wilderness was always a special feeling. The press of mortal ingenuity bore down on him as the walls grew closer and larger. Industry, technology, culture and tradition all beggared and pulled at his eager-but-limited attention span. He noted as much as he could about Muranni masonry, of the heraldries of flags and pennants flying, of the manner of dress of guardsmen, the demeanor of the passing townsfolk. His eyes flitted about, gathering up as much information as they could.
These moments were special.
A new place, a new people.
New things to learn and discover.
He cherished the feeling of comfort that came from the mastery of a place and its cultures and people. The familiarity had a pleasant warmth to it.
But these moments? He lived for them.
He lived not for the
knowing, but for that which he
didn’t, and for those who might deign to teach him.
Artham found himself smiling peaceably; pleased by new sights and sounds. As the caravan rolled through the front gates, guardsmen peeking into wagons and carts and seeing nothing of interest - he doubted very much any of them were avid readers - Artham caught a familiar face out of the corner of his eye. A quick flash, nothing more. He whipped ‘round in the seat of his cart, scanning the crowd.
Nothing. No one.
Save for a kindly-looking woman, stood alone at a market stall, swaddled babe held tightly to her chest; a too-small basket in her other hand, filled too sparingly with food.
The notes of the bustle, the melody of the market and its people suddenly fell sour upon his ears.
The face he thought he had seen, the woman he now observed…
They were not the same, but that did not mean they bore no similarity.
He saw the same desperation hiding behind her eyes.
The same brave attempt to keep up appearances; to maintain an air of normality.
The caravan was signaled to move fully through the gate, and Artham turned back forward. His prior high spirits were replaced instead by a grim determination. His thoughts drifted to why he had left Luskan, and to what he had let be taken from him. He reminded himself why he delved into those deepest reaches, why he risked life and limb to find scraps of the past. He reminded himself of his helplessness and the consequences of it, and of his cowardice in fleeing.
What was done was done, that much was true, but the future could yet be decided. He may have fled Luskan like a coward, powerless before the grim reality of life, but he had made a promise to himself that he would not rest until he could stand strong and tall on behalf of those who could not.
Despite this, he did not consider himself a hero, nor even an aspiring one. In truth, his desires felt anything but heroic. As the caravan rolled forward and Artham’s modest cart shook and bobbed over the cobbled streets of Murann, Artham knew exactly what he wanted, and why.
Power, for fear of further loss.
Elizabeth had set about her search for the lost tome immediately. Artham, meanwhile, had secured lodgings for them both, temporary though they may be. He had decided that this town would serve as well as any other to work out of. There was plenty of wilderness in all directions, and with Elven presence in the region for as long as any could remember, he was certain there was archaeological value to be found as well.
While the enchanted tome may never be found, there would always be others; mayhap even greater finds than that which had been lost. He had determined to put the matter out of his mind and stay focused.
There was ever more work to be done.
Fin.
For now.